Now is 12.35 am, midnight of 25.03.09* Just took medicine, feeling drownsy. I'm lying on my bed while updating this blog. He's right, i'm still so childish. Thought i'm mature but i'm not. Due to the childish acts that i did, i realise that i've not change at all. Will change to be better each days. He told me before that i'll have everything if i have love. But now, i doubt so. Love can't give me everything but Me, I'm the one who can give myself everything i want. I want to have a stable job, I want to have a good life in future and I want him. Is it possible? We shall see, i'll work hard to get what i want! I'm sorry to what i've did to him but hope he'll forgive me and forget the stuffs. Shouldn't disturbed you in the first place, Regrets.
❤ Loves!